BREAKING NEWS: Kali Uchis just threw her heart into a blender, hit “purée,” and served it to us with a side of soul in her brand new track “ILYSMIH.” What does that stand for, you ask? Buckle up: “I Love You So Much It Hurts.” (Same, girl. Same.)
This isn’t just any old sad-bop. This is Kali’s first major song since becoming a proud mama, so it’s basically the Beyoncé “Blue” era but with even more feelings and less Jay-Z. It’s the start of her “mommy but make it ethereal” era, and we’re here for it.
In an emotional press statement that may or may not have made our mascara run, Kali said:
“ILYSMIH is me sharing a piece of my heart with the world. Living a life that is rich in love and inner peace hasn’t come easy. I hope this song will find anyone who needs it.”
Translation: She’s been through some stuff, found her peace, and is now handing out love ballads like Oprah handing out free cars. You get a song! And YOU get a song! And YOU get a full-blown emotional breakdown on a Tuesday!
Oh, and if you think you’re just gonna wait to hear the rest of the album—no ma’am. Her fifth studio album “Sincerely” drops May 9, and the preorder is up now on iTunes. Hit that button and boom—instant download of “ILYSMIH.” That’s right. One click and your heart’s in a blender too.
Prepare to text your ex, cry into your pillow, and maybe even forgive your enemies. This song is that powerful.